Always Dream Big - Somia Asghar (Batch of '17)

The world is progressing day by day. Everyone considers himself very modern. Enlighten moderation is thought to be guarantee of smooth life. But in this modest and scientific world there is something worth noting, its stereotyping against the special people. Everyone in this world is created by Allah Almighty. All the people are same and equal having same internal structure, minds, hearts, internal feelings, each and everything is same. But why some of us are stereotyped? Why people with physical disabilities are looked down upon? Why people have pity for them? I have never gotten the answer to these questions. In my opinion there is a very special blessing of Almighty on such persons. I used to think that Allah has created everyone perfectly same, only very few are special and different. According to me,being specified by Allah is a great thing just think about it! But people! sigh!! what to do with their talks and comments? On every street, restaurant even at each public place they are present with their wide opened mouths. who can stop them? No one! I feel so pity for such people who use to do commenting and feel pity for special people. Excuse me people! Special ones are not something to be pity upon. You can’t even imagine what blessing of Allah has on them that enables them to do every thing, but Only if they want, if they will and if they ignore out-spoken people. They can do what ever they want. Trust me! Everything they do is to overcome their fears,and create self confidence, that’s it! Allah has blessed me with beautiful hands alhamdulilah. They are my sweety sweety cutie pie.They are a gift for me,a very special gift from the Creator.They differentiate me from others and are a cause of my worth-mentioning future. I am becoming a doctor. Its not because of my efforts but a miracle and blessing indeed. I was a very good student and secured good marks in metric but during my fsc unfortunately I became ill and could not study well. I had a dream to become a doctor, but result cleared all my misunderstandings. It was like impossible for me to even think of medicine. That was so depressing and made me decide not to even appear in entry test although all the fee depositing process etc was done. I was so consistent on my this wonderful decision but 15 days before entry test my family insisted me so I opened my books. Having feelings of not being well prepared and much more, at last the day came and test was done. Well the result was obvious….60% in entry test n total aggregate was 70%...how a person can think of medicine in the era of this high merit with such low grades…well I was not surprised at all because I had already prepared myself for this. During all this, my father had planned something for me. I was totally unaware from that, that was to use my specialty as a path to medical college…he made me aware and I was like what? No! no! no! I am not like that…my dream is okay but seats for disable candidates! no way…! Even though I could avail this but my internal somia was continuously pounding me that ‘’I AM NOT DISABLE AT ALL…’’ I was not different. I was like others, could do each an everything…all domestic chores, minute tasks, writing, singing, dancing etc etc and etc. well well well this thing made me to have a glance of my past and I was totally satisfied by my life. BUT! suddenly I began to realise why I faced this failure inspite of trying hard…why I was not able to even try? why I cant prepare for my entry test? why??? And yes I got the answer…answers of all the questions…. Allah had made me special for this day and the day had come…after thinking a lot I said yes papa i'm ready for it…i'm ready to avail my life…i'm ready to lead the world…i'm ready to realize my dreams YES! I AM READY TO BECOME A DOCTOR… Allah is the best planner for everything and low aim is a crime…if aims are high then GOD helps those who help themselves…alhamdulilah